We have no way of knowing the true feelings of those still in as they may reflect on those who've left the fold.
I agree. We really don't know what their true feelings are. They follow the strict orders of the Society.
On social media if a JW mentions an ex JW fondly, he probably would be chastised.
Here is what Anthony Morris told fellow members how he feels about those who have left the fold...
'' Especially these despicable apostates who at one point had dedicated their life to God''
'' how reassuring that they're finally going to be gone, all these despicable enemies''